• Crafting,  Education,  General

    Little Things

    I finished my exam, which didn’t take long. I’ll be driving in to turn it in this evening. I know I’m getting a good grade but I’m still curious about my other grades in the class and whether or not…

  • General

    Friendships

    I made the decision to end a friendship last night. I had a friend, whom I’ve known for about 4 years. In this time, this person has constantly overreacted, accused literally everyone who they interact with of constantly attacking them…

  • General

    Scary Adult Stuff

    I did a brave but scary thing this evening. One of the first people my ex introduced me to while we were together was this guy who physically is totally my type. Turns out he’s really nice, an actual good…

  • Dreamtime

    Mr Nice Guy

    Another word dream time here today! I dreamed I was still with dumb ass, but we lived on the beach in a nice house. We also had a smaller, less nice house behind it. My craft space was in the…

  • Kinky Fun

    Not Being Selfish is Fucking Hard

    Chatting with a long-time friend tonight, I expressed my frustration with what I’m not finding. He asked me to make a list of everything I need in a partner. This was my list : Dominant but not domineering Really okay…

  • Kinky Fun

    Adulting Like A Motherfucker

    Anyone who knows me, knows I have problems with setting boundaries, and expressing my thoughts and feelings to other people. I had multiple conversations in the last 24 hours where I adulted like a motherfucker. I’m proud of myself. Last…

  • General,  Health

    I’m Okay

    Things have cooled off and I feel like I’m in a much better place emotionally/mentally. I feel calmer, more in control, and less… well, crazy. This is good. I’m okay. I’ve managed to sell a few more things, including some…

  • General

    Fuck Me…

    I’m literally lying in bed trying not to throw up. I’ve already vomited four times this evening, of course right after I took my evening meds. My anxiety levels are through the roof because there was a big “this changes…